UPDATE: <-- Around 6 PM
I was reaching that point where its either move forward, or forget it. My feelings were affecting my regular life outside of school, and I was going crazy. Somewhat. So I had to take action. In the past, I've learned that the only way to get what you really want, is to make things happen. You just don't wait for things to sort out. Talking to another person is the best way, not just sitting on the sidelines and watching it sort itself out. It takes such a toll on a person... I would know.
All those glances, lingering words, and spontaneous actions weren't even worth it. Sure, it was entertaining, but my confession and his answer just wasn't what I expected. I told him, "I like you." but he didn't hear me the first time. Nor the second time. So I had to repeat it three times. And all I get is an "Okay." and a hug? Maybe it was the way I said it... But oh man, I got a hug. That part was pretty cool. His reaction was sort of a half-smile. Like a I-totally-respect-what-you-just-did expression....
I guess, I expected a definite yes or no answer. I was hoping that by the end of today, it was either move on, or forget it. But I still don't know. He didn't say no, but he didn't say yes. Maybe it was a polite way of saying no. Either way, its time to move on. I'm done wasting 3 months on a guy that led me on, and in the end, doesn't even feel the way I feel.
Still... I'm glad I had the guts to do that. I mean, MAN that felt good to get that out there. The embarrassment hasn't settled in yet, but when it does, I know its not gonna be easy to go to school tomorrow.