Don't you love us anymore?What would happen to me if I loved every single child that I took care of?
I usually don't have anything meaningful or very profound to say, write or file away in my memories. I'm not particularly good at expressing thoughts or feelings, even something simple takes so much time for me to put down in words. And then most of the time it's not even half of what I wanted.
I guess this is one way of trying to have something to hold onto when I look back and wonder what I did with my summer.
I don't like forgetting people, places, or events that were important at the moment. I don't like losing touch with people. But most of the time you try too hard and push them away, or it just ends up that you run out of things to say after a few months.
I already know it's going to happen inevitably, students going back to college, people moving away, and everyone else just going back to school and making new friends. I know that with the internet, geographic location isn't necessarily a huge issue, but distance doesn't make the heart grow fonder. That's how people lose out of touch.
And I'm really scared of leaving myself. What if I'm the one that leaves while everyone else stays?
I think what I'm trying to get to is that I'll have memories and I'll miss everyone, no matter how much I was trying to avoid a huge long feelings post. Eww, feelings. Way too messy. -_-'
This covers a lot of ground and many people, but I'm going to avoid doing the senior page-esque list because I think this is as long as it gets for me :)