You know that point in your life when you realize the house you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? That idea of home is gone. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place-Garden State
School starts in another week and I just realised that I've done virtually no SAT prep the entire summer. Joy.
Pressure from mom/family about applying to college, how to deal with it, where to apply and how to "sell myself." Right now I just lack motivation, I don't want to write essays, study or get ready for the school year. Summer is such a lovely time :)
Also, my siblings will be leaving for their respective schools, leaving me alone with my mom. Meaning that all her attention will be focused on me. I guess its pointless to worry about something before it happens, so I'll be looking forward to reunion and shopping. Any excuse to buy more clothing/stationary supplies is good. :3