Insecure
Right now I think I like where I am. I have friends, people to talk to and I'm on good terms with my siblings. I like being able to see people on a regular basis, and I'm so happy to be out of high school. I move in on the 20th, and it seem that as summer is ending new problems start to crop up. It's not that they're new, but they've just been on hold all summer.
Siblings going back to their respective schools, and the house is all empty. People going separate ways, so I'm sure I won't see them for months. I know theres the internet and all, but that's so very different from seeing people in real life. I guess its something that I haven't had to think about since I transferred back 2 years ago, keeping in touch, worrying how people are doing and missing friends. It's not a good feeling, but at least it tells me that I still have a heart.
So worried about meeting new people, getting along with roommates, but I think that's all normal. I just need to tell myself not to dig a hole of self pity and then hide in it for all of next year. Which I won't be doing anyways, it takes too much effort.
Nothing is really wrong, I'm just worrying about nothing specific so I can't do anything to fix it. Not exactly sad or depressed, but I'm already starting to miss some people like crazy.
