I thought I'd be glad to be home, but its so empty here. Its so quiet that you can hear the wind blowing outside and my house makes these creaky noises. I know I shouldn't be complaining, this beats cramming for finals. The house feels so lonely without my siblings. Its not that I really miss them, I think I miss the noise, and fighting with them. So I do miss them both a lot.
I feel like I should be used to being in a home without them, but I guess not. I keep turning around and half expecting someone else to be there. Its so strange. I can't believe my older sister hasn't met tako yet. He's going to be introduced to her face when she comes home.
At the same time, I miss my bed in dorm. I also left books, pencils and my desktop computer in dorm. I know that I'm going to Hong Kong in a couple days, so it doesn't matter, but I still feel strange about sleeping in my own room. Haven't been sleeping all that well lately. So even though I've had three days to "recuperate" I still look exhausted.
I really am glad to be home though. If I can't sleep I have video games to catch up on before everyone else comes home, and I should be thinking about Christmas shopping. Despite how stupid I was this quarter, I'm actually thinking that my grades might turn out..not okay but not shockingly mediocre either.
I feel like I've also been neglecting to keep in touch with friends who still haven't graduated yet. Time to catch up.