Stupid. I feel stupid. I had 14 days and didn't even think about consequences. Now I feel worse then ever.
When people set the standard for how much you're supposed to love each family member, its ridiculous to say its exactly equal. I can say that, but that would be a lie. Someone is always more special then everyone else. Does it have to be so unfair?
I hate being so far apart. 3 months. 3 long months of boring classes to get through with one goal in mind. I can't let myself hate school before it starts.
I'm so tired of it all already.