I don't think I get attached to people that easily, but when I do, its very important to me. And it's not really something I consciously do. You either are, or you aren't. It's just frustrating, no more like confusing that it really can't be that simple. I know people are complicated, blah blah blah. But if I'm attached to people, if its a guy there is all this complicated thought behind it. If I'm like that with a good friend who happens to be a girl, then it's not even that unusual. I can't act the way I want to with friends.
It's funny that this comes up now..because this seems to happen over and over again. Is it so bad to keep finding people that are important to me? I didn't even realize until one comment just led me to think about more people. Now I can't sleep. I can't tell if I've been doing anything wrong, or even what I should be thinking harder about. I usually don't think much at all about how I act around people. Actually probably not at all. Maybe thats the problem. I still don't get it.