Disheartening
Ah, I guess it was inevitable after all. Well, that's too bad. It's a shame, truly a shame.
Actually, it was probably obvious since last year. Just, no one wanted to see it. We're all grasping at straws here, and somehow, things worked out. For a while. Or maybe they didn't, but I didn't want to see it. So I didn't. That works too.
I guess I'm at fault here too. Kinda. Partially. No, don't blame me, this wasn't how I intended it to go either, but, well, you know. Nudge something too much and it falls off the edge. Hey now, it wasn't just me. But fine, I was there. I kicked it and it toppled over. Oops. My bad.
No, I'm kidding.
I'll admit that things could have gone better. In fact, things went pretty well. You don't think so? Well, that's also another way to look at it, so it's not wrong. Was I too optimistic? Probably.
Let's ask the question then. Is this it?
People are always saying, there's always this or there's always that. Always, always, always. Blah. And so, bit by bit, it vanishes. In overconfidence, there's surely always going to be more, so it won't hurt to keep going... oh whoops. It's gone.
I suppose this case is more like someone emptied the pitcher when I wasn't looking, leaving only a half-filled glass. That is not sufficient to cross the desert!
I don't know if I want to keep going.
...oh darn. That wasn't encrypted very well at all. Whatever shall I do.