theduo

I have had the most hectic past few months ever. In an attempt to reorganize everything and prepare for recruiting, I have revalutated myself and established a more intense focus on my activities. The duo has been horribly neglected and what few readers we have left should be rightfully angry and disintrested, but we do out best to come back every so often and give a glimpse of our lives. Currently, I am completely focused on recruiting and have put most things second. This does not mean however that I am neglecting them. Class, friends, and extracurriculars are still important, but I have decided I cannot enjoy them until I have acquired a job after school ends. If I do not, it will be hard to enjoy. I have not given up my everlong goal of pursuing happiness, but that happiness cannot be obtained unless I set up opportunities for myself. I sound like I’m justifying my actions to myself and if you believe this, you are entirely correct. I know what needs to be done, what should be done, and what is in my best interest so I must align my current goals to attain what my future self will want. It’s all convoluted, but sadly that is how my thinking works at the moment. Juggling a thousand thoughts and tasks, cramming gigabytes upon gigabytes of information, and in a beautiful explosion it crumbles, reassembles and organizes itself to a neat little pile of reason. I have left this entry in unrefined and raw state to give you a view inside my head. What? What indeed.